I have done a few runways for local designers. I have worked on self-determining projects consisting those in the entertainment industry, and I’m continuing to do so. I enjoy networking, analyzing, writing, photo-shoots etc but, I am not here as a model, photographer, graphic designer, fashion designer or critic. My interests are one too many and the goals and dreams I have set are re-analyzed a little more each and every day on my journey to self discovery.
I’m just here as a highly expressive individual.
Affectionate, aggressive, aloof, ambitious, analytical, angry, articulate, artistic, attractive, bossy, calm, carefree, caring, clever, cold, communicative, compassionate, competitive, conservative, conventional, cool-headed, courageous, courteous, creative, curious, dependent, diplomatic, distant, dominant, emotional, energetic, enthusiastic, expressive, extrovert, friendly, frugal, genuine, good listener, gregarious, happy, hard working, honest, impractical, impulsive, indecisive, independent, insecure, inspired, intellectual, intelligent, introvert, intuitive, irritable, kind, lazy, leader, liberal, loud, loyal, mature, modest, moody, moral, mysterious, neat, nervous, open, opinionated, optimistic, organized, outgoing, outspoken, over achiever, passionate, patient, perceptive, perfectionist, persistent, pessimistic, philosophical, practical, predictable, quarrelsome, quiet, rational, reflective, sensitive, sensual, shy, silly, spontaneous, stable, strong, stubborn, submissive, sweet, sympathetic, trusting, unconventional, understanding, unorganized, unpredictable, versatile, warm, weak, whimsical, wise, witty.
I’m a little bit of everything. How is that possible? I’m not an antagonist, that word is always meant in a derogatory way. I think I’d prefer “the contradiction”. I like to keep the setting open vs having it a certain cliché. I’m hoping one day the unnecessary things that create resentment, and or any other negatively impacting emotions, will expire. Would you like me to clarify things?
Irrelevant statements snobbishly made due to one’s own assumptions to ignorantly satisfy and or fulfill a point as an ally, in any case, FUCKING PISSES ME OFF!!!!
Can you comprehend?
I’m the idealist with an extremely coldhearted realist created due to drained emotions. I follow the golden rule. I treat you as I would like to be treated. But when pissed off, I treat you with the hurt I fell is equivalent to mine. <br /><br />
It’s cold but I’d rather have you hear it from myself than anywhere else. I’m not a fake, poser, etc. I’m not into all that backstabbing, shit talking, faking niceness type drama. If I treat you with an optimistic manner, I will sincerely. No lies, If I don’t that must mean I really do not want to deal with you because it’s not worth my time.
I speak my mind, critical at times but never intending to hurt but to open up the other’s perspective. Everything in life can go both ways. I am just sick and tired of all the negativity loitering due to irrationality. It brings others down whether they admit it or not and it’s a little too bad the negative person will never be big enough to suck it up and just accept something a little other than themselves. It’s too bad the other will never be able to just for once stop and understand that yes, it is because of them the other person hurts. How many of you say “well, it’s not my problem. You control your own emotions, it’s not my fault you’re hurt.”? My point exactly.
We create these profiles for various reasons, you have yours and I have mine. Regardless, I don’t have time for games so don’t waste my time. Let’s be friends?
ChouKhang