I'm Alyssa there's no other explination. Truth is im like every other girl. I'm gonna miss things but im ready to get out. Im constantly looking for attention and assurance. My life and schoolwork is pressuring and demanding im always on a rollercoaster of emotions, and I use work and my friends to escape it all. Im gonna be okay, just baby steps to where I will be ;) because I beleive I'll be somebody someday and love will become clear and life will be worth fighting for