yea. so i don't usually have a lot to say...(unless im hyper.lol) im kinda a nerd but thats okay with me. lol. i love to read and dream and sing and listen to music. i can't stand the fact that my sisters taller than me. grrr..... i love staying up all night and watching the sun rise. i absolutely hate crickets and all other bugs. in fact i loathe them with a passion.i love little kids cuz they always make me smile(they're just so darn cute) i love dressing up! its so much fun... im afraid of speaking infront of people... i absolutely love icy hot, i think i might be addicted. i have a fondess for blue mascara, and if u ever find orange eyeliner, pick it up for me, ill pay u back. if i had the power to make the world perfect, id totatally do it. im kinda a perfectionist, but i love nothing more than doing nothing when iknow i should be doing a million other things... i believe in the smiles that surround me, even if i sometimes forget to pass them on...i wish there were more hours in a day, ...im wish i had someone to hold my hand and tell me everything is gonna be okay... i wish i was cool enough to be doing something right now instead of being online, how lame... i love taking pictures, i loathe pictures taken of me, i want to be an artist, but my art gets lost inside my head, and when i do find it, my hand isnt able to recreate the beauty of my thoughts... i want to be a singer, but im to shy to put forth my feelings in song(let alone sing it in front of people *shudder*), i want to tell the world my story, but first i have to start writing .....