I'm nineteen years old, and I'm a third quarter college student, majoring in Digital Media Production at The Art Institute of Pittsburgh.
Aim - Thumbsupmatthew
The fact of the matter is that I'm OK with who I am in life. I'm always looking to better myself; finding those things that irritate not only myself but those around me, and fix them. My friends mean the world to me, not saying they make me who I am, but hell they do have an impact on a lot of the shit I do. I'm a very trusting person; sometimes over-trusting and well we all know what happens to those people! (They get screwed over) I have this habit where if my feelings get hurt, or if I feel in anyway offended; I just ... drop it. Literally I'll push it out of my mind, if it's a person; I'll probably act like a brat and ignore them. Like I said, bad habit. I'm a jealous person, sue me!
I'm protective of the things I care about. I have a big heart; but only enough room for those worth caring for. I strive to make myself happy before others; damn I mean how can I make you smile if I can't smile myself? I'm that kid that goes to the store and buys myself balloons just to make my day better, or that guy who goes to the toy store and buys a lunch pal just to remember the old days. (true stories)
I'm a pretty well rounded person; for the most part. Music is fucking sick; I love to sing along in the car to songs I know (loudly and out of tune) YET FOR THE LIFE OF ME; I can't remember shit. So if you're looking for me to list a bunch of singers, bands and shit- I'm not. Why? Because I can't remember the names of them.
Poetry is where you can find what made me, me. Me. Myself. Matthew. With realization and confidence I wrote my mind. With words I can pull and express and visualize pain or love, sometimes self haltered. Metaphors bring forth the relation between two souls- with two words- life can change. I used to mold myself to portray a person that I hoped people would like, thank god I have learned that only I can change myself, and if people can’t take me for who I am, they can just lick battery acid.
Something I've learned is time never stops, even for one to tie a shoe- so we must make the motion to disprove time and action- Sit down on the ground and just look around, inhale the earth, and listen to the sounds- find truth and you'll see time. There have been moments in my life- where I say this is life. Moments like that I've learned to just enjoy. Not dwelling on past mistakes I have committed, nor worrying about future ones I will in fact make. So people want to know who I am as a person, or rather how I will impact their life? Well...talk to me, we'll see.
True Fact: Only the move of action will tell, how can anything happen-if nothing sparks the motion.